More and more, every day, I start to feel that I’m getting really lonely, and I can’t really help it. It continues to hurt me. It pisses me off too because I hate being a fuckin emo. God, I hate swearing like that too, but I can’t really find any other way to show you how I feel. I want to do something, with someone, but I don’t want to take up their time. There’s really no one I want to spend time particularly, but I can’t help but feel the boredom swell up, into being solitude and being by myself. I want to do something with somebody, but again and again and again I’m here, typing a blog entry. I’ve seem to lost interest in so many things. I haven’t been playing much games lately, there’s nothing on the internet that I really want to do, and I’m always at home. This energy continuously is thrown away as the day passes by. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I think I just need to calm down.